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[27 Feb 2005|08:48pm] |
AND IM SO SICK OF YOUR BULLSHIT PROMISES! IM SO FUCKING SICK OF GETTING MY HOPES UP AND YOU LETTING ME DOWN. IM SO FUCKING SICK OF LITTERALY WORRYING MYSELF TO THE POINT OF THROWING UP BECAUSE OF YOU. I HATE IT. AND IM TIRED OF IT.
SO
I FUCKING QUIT!
I LOVE YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL BUT UNTIL YOU FUCKING WAKE UP IM THROUGH.
I FUCKING HATE LIVEJOURNAL.
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[23 Feb 2005|08:49pm] |
I MISS YOU
A pictures worth a thousand words
But not worth the words I need to hear
I miss you so much that it hurts
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| JANUARY 28TH 2005 |
[29 Jan 2005|10:28pm] |
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LOVERS AND FRIENDS*luda lil jon and ursher |
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hahahaha last night/this morning was one of the best nights i think ever! hahahahahahhahahahahhaa
I LOVE MY FRIENDS!
tiera you and me need to go out more together on the weekends and jordyn we need to hang out more too!!!
you kids are freaking awesome.
i love yallll!!!!!!!!!
later kiddos! im going to bed i need some sleep HAHA!
"whats that stuff called...?water?" HAHA
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[15 Dec 2004|10:50pm] |
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Promise*Matchbook Romance |
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today.was.good.
muah*
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[07 Dec 2004|08:57pm] |
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oh boy oh boy today was so freaking ( fun )
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[29 Nov 2004|09:59pm] |
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Ocean Aveanue *YELLOWCARD |
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My Christmas/Birthday List
- Adam.
- for someone to realize their bf is not a good bf and is just going to get them in more trouble =( and for that person to dump them,(not going to happen but i can hope right?)
- adam
- the reindeer antena topper from jack in the box LOL
- adam
- a suprise party.
- adam
- something pink
- adam
- roses(preferrably from adam HAHAHA jk)
- adam
- super mario brothers for my super nintendo
- adam
- something sparkly
- adam
- a night out with my babys!
- adam and...
- ADAM!
haha i think ive made it pretty clear what i REALLY want! LOL!! welp kids just thought i would share! i love you!! MUAH!
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[29 Nov 2004|07:06pm] |
hes just using her.
its obvious.
it hurts to watch and know theres
nothing
i can do
guys suck.
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[26 Nov 2004|05:46pm] |
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holy shiz. guess who FINALLY got their computer back!!!! haha! after like 2 months! jeez! its been a while huh? so much shit has gone on i dont even know where to begin! so i wont even try sorry kiddos! but ill keep you updated on the drama in my life starting from this point on HAHA!! trust me theres going to be ALOT! i love my friends but WOW there crazy! newayz im busy catchin up on stuff so im out for a while! love you kiddos! MUAH!
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[20 Oct 2004|12:08pm] |
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im grounded right now so it should be short. dont count on me being on here much. no time+ me failing algebra 2 + a bad attitude=no computer. ha. or LIFE what so ever. but yeah things have deffinalty been crazy! welp kids i gotta jet but ill TRY to write in here Love ya!
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[24 Sep 2004|02:43pm] |
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oh i love being fed BULLSHIT AND LIES...
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[14 Sep 2004|06:31pm] |
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apparently im clingy ...looks like the tables have turned...=\ some shit like that. this bullshit sucks ass and algebra can fucking die....
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( 3day weekend BIIIIIATCH )
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[28 Aug 2004|08:16pm] |
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( ehh today... )
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( Last night..... )
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HELLO KIDS! im on heavy narcotics(yes im not a good speller) and i just got back from the ER and im so out of it. i didnt get my tonsils out BUT i feel 48761316549876132168798435164 times better.
ok so heres what happend.
8 30 in the AM my mom comes and gets me and takes me to the ER. i feel like total shit. i want to die. so we get there and they take my blood presure ask me how bad it hurts on a 1-10 basis and all that bs. so then they come in and are like..well were going to put an i-v in you so you dont get dehydrated since you cant swallow i was like ok. so they put the i-v in and put fluids in me and steriod to make all the swelling go down and antibiotics and stuff. so. then the doc comes in and looks @ my throat and tells me that its swollen and i was likeumm duh? and then he was like well theres nothing I can do so im going to have to call a ears nose and throat specialist. it should take an hour to an hour and a half.
2 hours later ...the doc comes in and basically tells me that i have tonisilites(spl?) but 10 times worse. theres a blood infection centered in my tonsils. so hes like well we can give you meds and let you come back in a few days and see how it works or i can give you a shot and see if theres any pus in the back of your tonsils and youll start to feel better faster. so i was like ok whatever give me the shot. so...he pulls out this needle thats like 5 inches long. i almostpassed out. so they numb my throat (kinda? i could still feel everything)and he takes the neeled stabs me in the throat and moves it around and it hurt like no other....there was no pus but my tonsil wasnt as swollen as it was b4 so i could actually talk and swallow again. but damn did it hurt! i waited til he left and started crying LOL im such a baby. so then they came back and gave me pain meds which are going to make me loopy lol and took out my i-v and stuff and gave me my prescritons and he told me to come back on thursday(so i wont be back @ school til friday or monday! YAY!) and we left....well we tried to at least yeah so our car broke down so my aunt who lives in leander had to come and pick us up lol so then i came home and ate bc i actually could for once. and stuff and now im here writing this and its alot longer than i thought it wouldbe! well yeah i guess im done What an exciting day huh? haha love you kids byebye!!!!!
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yeah so im going to the ER this morning. my throat is so swollen that i cant close my mouth or swallow it hurts like...well like a bitch. they will hopefully take out my tonsils. eh im a lil nervous but damn i want to feel better. ive felt like shit for the last week! this sucks! newayz kids ill inform you of how it goes! love you!<3
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Back to school back to school to prove to dad im not a fool LOL yeah something like that
well lets seeeeee....this year=CRAP! well so far. none of my REALLY good friends are in my class...i hate b-day lunches. and i hate child develpoment. woo hoo! lol
heres my schedual
- 1st per: Us history-Coach Hagemann
- 2nd per:English III-Thomas
- 3rd per:Net/Web-Wetzle
- 4th per:Child Development-Howard
- 5th per:Algebra II-Reed
- 6th per:Buisness Law-Nyberg
- 7th per:Spanish III-Sanders
- 8th per:Chemistry-Hollis
yeah so 1st per i know brian and nina so i guess its not TOO bad and 2nd i know amanda 3rd i get to see steph and have lunch with amy!!!! and then 4th i dont know ne one. its gay. 5th i hate but brians in there so its ok 6th i dont know ne one. 7th i have with vanessa and b lunch like no one is in there but i get to see joanna sometimes. then 8th brain jb samantha kristyn and some other ppl are in there so its cool. i dunno i guess my teachers are allright it just sucks that i dont have classes with Jordyn or tiera or amy! =( but i guess ill live. im sick already and its only the 1st week of school which sucks and i CANNOT afford to miss chem or algebra II bc one day will put you so far behind! ouch. yeah well i dunno i guess ill update some other time! love you kids!! <3
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ehh not much has been going on lately just basically chillin with amy. i talk to her like 24/7 no joke. lol but its all go no one else is really home or able to do nething so its all gravy. um jordyn called me and told me about the wedding and stuff sounds like fun. were going to hang out on sunday b4 school. me and amy are hangin out on saturday ..again lol and then i was supposed to go to the movies with ada but it got cancled bc of my aunts graduation...i guess its ok tho we can always hang out next friday so yeah. i was talking to my mommy and i think i want to be an x-ray tech like my aunt. i could go live with her and go to the college she went to. OR i could move in with amy bc she might be moving to houston so yeah. that would be awesome too. but yeah thats really all thats been going on. school starts in like 4 days...YUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKY! not excited about that one at all!!!! but oh well what can you do?? not that much. welp im out kids! love you!
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[08 Aug 2004|02:57pm] |
Heres the other shoes i got! i love them oh so much! hehe! yeah thats all! bye kids!
( ohh baby )
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[07 Aug 2004|08:59am] |
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How awesome are my shoes??? yeah REALLY awesome LOL! im in love with them. mine are pink but i couldnt find a pic but you get the idea! heeh i feel like a hooker when i wear them tho LOL! welp thats all kids! had to share! LOVE YA!
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